Tuesday Tidbits

• I feel lots and lots of gratitude lately
• The more I see suffering the more grateful I become
• I don't have much, but I do have ME back and that is a miracle-it truly is
• I saw POS today in line at the bank. He looks awful
• BUT he is on day 7 so I hope that works out for him
• He said to me "I was having seizures" to which I replied "No REALLY?"
• He actually GOT INSURANCE for my son, without me having to ask or force him
• THAT is another miracle
• I get to speak at my Home Group tonight. I am always nervous but it needs to be done
• My boss stuck up for me to HIS boss today. Miracle # 3
• I'm glad I can be a trusted employee these days
• My son seems to be content, no drama-no anger. Thank you abilify.
• I am happy that spring is here, but not liking my grass growing faster than a speeding bullet
• Your Queen does NOT mow grass-she just doesn't
• That is where a house bitch would come in handy. I am still interviewing so keep the applications coming people.

With that I wish you all a great night, I'm off to get snacks for my drunks. QUEEN....OUT

Asking for Help

This is something I hardly ever do. I was going to write " hardly ever need to do" and I backed up and took out the need part. As you may have read on an earlier post my baby daddy lost his job yet again. The only thing that affects me and my son when he is jobless is the medical insurance. My son is on a lot of EXPENSIVE meds. To be exact it is $1550.95 per month kinda expensive. That means my insurance will cover some of that but will max out pretty soon. That loosah needs to get another job and soon. In the meantime I have to ask for help from the state I live in. I am told that the non-custodial parent (him) with a court order stating he has to provide medical insurance (got it) is eligible to for this state insurance. I have printed out the application and will provide an envelope and a postage stamp for this ass wipe of a father and he had better fill it out and send it in. All he has to do is fill it out and mail it. Ya wanna know what I think (know) he will do? He will not fill it out because he doesn't give a shit. It's a shame. I called one of his sisters and told her of the plan he needs to apply for and to please inform him about it. She said she would, but I KNOW HIM TO WELL. If he thinks (which he does) that it will benefit me in any way, he won't do it. Not for one millisecond will he consider that it is for HIS SON and not me. Pretty sad. But he is dealing with the Queen bitch and I do have a plan B. Oh yes I do. Child support enforcement does not like baby daddy's who do not comply with court orders. I would rather NOT take that route but don't mess with my child's' health. I hope he complies-but I doubt it.
I went to an awesome meeting tonight that was having anniversary night. The celebrants had a range of sobriety from 6 to 37 years! Two or maybe three of them had 30+ years. I won the raffle which was for a subscription to the Grapevine. If you have never read this magazine y'all should. It's an AA publication and I was soooo happy I won it. You can only win so many bumper stickers ya know?
Well it's way past my beddie bye boos time, not beddie bye booze like it usta be THANK YOU GOD. You all have a rockin' Tuesday. QUEEN....OUT