I'm finally starting to see all of my hard work and sleepless nights are paying off. I just went into my son's room to remind him to take his meds tonight and what happened next is what I'm talking about. He said "OK Mom" and as I went to close the door he called out to me. I opened the door as he was turning off the video game and he said "I love you". I said "I love you too buddy, is everything OK?" to which he replied "I don't think I tell you enough, and you know-you're not gonna be around forever!" HOW SWEET IS THAT???? O, My GOD! I love that boy with my whole heart and try to raise him to be a kind, loving, compassionate, and productive person and I think he gets it.
I just had to share this tender moment between my son and I with you. He just made this mommas day!!! God is good, and sobriety ROCKS my friends!
Friday, January 29, 2010
Tuesday, January 12, 2010
Catching up Time
Here's the low down on the Queen:
I'm still sober as a newborn baby. YAY.
I temporarily fell into a sort of funk for the last few weeks, but I am slowly digging myself out.
I did not have to drink over it. Double YAY.
It's so damn cold here and it's dark at like 5pm. I am sooooo done with winter this year. The snow needs to go the fuck away too.
I even started to slack off on my meetings, and all I could think of was how everyone who was lucky enough to make it back from a relapse say that it all started when the STOPPED going to meetings.
That was enough to scare me into gettin off my dead ass and going again.
I'm so glad I went to a meeting tonight. There was a newcomer there with barely one day of sobriety. She was shakin and quakin and it just reminds me of where I was and why I need to be there. It's not ALL about me, its about helping other sick and suffering drunks.
I picked up a treasurers commitment at one of my meetings. I have never held this position and I think its going to be good. Hell I manage a whole store's funds, AA can't be too bad.....or CAN it!?!?
I haven't been motivated enough to take my damn tree down yet. Maybe I will leave it up and decorate it according to the holiday du mois. Like this month I can decorate it with presidents, next month hearts for Valentines. ETC.
OK, whats up with the Japanese comments? I googled and translated what that assbag is commenting and it isn't pretty.
Hey at least he/she/it is reading recovery blogs. Maybe something good will rub off.
I appreciate some of you calling me out and asking where the hell I've been. All is good. I swear. I love you guys, I really do.
Well I need to go get my read on and catch up with y'all. Have yourselves a grand old evening-I know I will. QUEEN.....OUT
I'm still sober as a newborn baby. YAY.
I temporarily fell into a sort of funk for the last few weeks, but I am slowly digging myself out.
I did not have to drink over it. Double YAY.
It's so damn cold here and it's dark at like 5pm. I am sooooo done with winter this year. The snow needs to go the fuck away too.
I even started to slack off on my meetings, and all I could think of was how everyone who was lucky enough to make it back from a relapse say that it all started when the STOPPED going to meetings.
That was enough to scare me into gettin off my dead ass and going again.
I'm so glad I went to a meeting tonight. There was a newcomer there with barely one day of sobriety. She was shakin and quakin and it just reminds me of where I was and why I need to be there. It's not ALL about me, its about helping other sick and suffering drunks.
I picked up a treasurers commitment at one of my meetings. I have never held this position and I think its going to be good. Hell I manage a whole store's funds, AA can't be too bad.....or CAN it!?!?
I haven't been motivated enough to take my damn tree down yet. Maybe I will leave it up and decorate it according to the holiday du mois. Like this month I can decorate it with presidents, next month hearts for Valentines. ETC.
OK, whats up with the Japanese comments? I googled and translated what that assbag is commenting and it isn't pretty.
Hey at least he/she/it is reading recovery blogs. Maybe something good will rub off.
I appreciate some of you calling me out and asking where the hell I've been. All is good. I swear. I love you guys, I really do.
Well I need to go get my read on and catch up with y'all. Have yourselves a grand old evening-I know I will. QUEEN.....OUT
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